Ive been away i know. I have nothing new to post. I feel like ive been failing terribly lately. Its been about 1 meal a day, but we all know, thats 1 meal too much... and im feeling that. I get back down to school in a couple days, and i can not look forward to it more. Im leaving some things n people behind here that im sad about, but thing will be good when im back at school. Maybe then ill be back in control and can stop stuffing my mouth!! Til i return, the next two days will just be more silence. I need to shed the pounds fast!! 


if you guys know of any ways to drop weight extra fast, besides just not eating.. please tell me. Any tips or tricks? I wish i could sew my lips together, make it physically impossible to eat. so i cannot cheat! 
I miss you all, and i miss writing. 


Im feeling very quiet. 
Im just starting to read Thoreau. Ill share some wise words: 


"As you simplify your life, the laws of the universe will be simpler; solitude will not be solitude, poverty will not be poverty, nor weakness weakness." 


"rather than love, than money, than faith, than fame, than fairness... give me truth. "


"I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived."


Well, thats it for now, Ill catch up with you all in about two days. I miss you, I hope you haven't forgotten about me! Im just in poor shape. :( I hope to be back to my skinny self soon. 

Ive been away i know. I have nothing new to post. I feel like ive been failing terribly lately. Its been about 1 meal a day, but we all know, thats 1 meal too much... and im feeling that. I get back down to school in a couple days, and i can not look forward to it more. Im leaving some things n people behind here that im sad about, but thing will be good when im back at school. Maybe then ill be back in control and can stop stuffing my mouth!! Til i return, the next two days will just be more silence. I need to shed the pounds fast!! 


if you guys know of any ways to drop weight extra fast, besides just not eating.. please tell me. Any tips or tricks? I wish i could sew my lips together, make it physically impossible to eat. so i cannot cheat! 
I miss you all, and i miss writing. 


Im feeling very quiet. 
Im just starting to read Thoreau. Ill share some wise words: 


"As you simplify your life, the laws of the universe will be simpler; solitude will not be solitude, poverty will not be poverty, nor weakness weakness." 


"rather than love, than money, than faith, than fame, than fairness... give me truth. "


"I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived."


Well, thats it for now, Ill catch up with you all in about two days. I miss you, I hope you haven't forgotten about me! Im just in poor shape. :( I hope to be back to my skinny self soon. 

Ive been away i know. I have nothing new to post. I feel like ive been failing terribly lately. Its been about 1 meal a day, but we all know, thats 1 meal too much... and im feeling that. I get back down to school in a couple days, and i can not look forward to it more. Im leaving some things n people behind here that im sad about, but thing will be good when im back at school. Maybe then ill be back in control and can stop stuffing my mouth!! Til i return, the next two days will just be more silence. I need to shed the pounds fast!! 


if you guys know of any ways to drop weight extra fast, besides just not eating.. please tell me. Any tips or tricks? I wish i could sew my lips together, make it physically impossible to eat. so i cannot cheat! 
I miss you all, and i miss writing. 


Im feeling very quiet. 
Im just starting to read Thoreau. Ill share some wise words: 


"As you simplify your life, the laws of the universe will be simpler; solitude will not be solitude, poverty will not be poverty, nor weakness weakness." 


"rather than love, than money, than faith, than fame, than fairness... give me truth. "


"I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived."


Well, thats it for now, Ill catch up with you all in about two days. I miss you, I hope you haven't forgotten about me! Im just in poor shape. :( I hope to be back to my skinny self soon. 

been so long

SO sorry ive been away for this long. Ive just been relaxing. Escaping all the stress and falling into an introvert state of mind. Making art everyday. Finally being able to stop making projects for school and just fill up pages in my sketchbook... what a nice change of pace. Its been lovely. Food has been a bit crazy. Ive been eating 1 thing a day, but its like a normal meal which upsets me. Its still small, but its more than nothing. and thats what i aim for. However, for christmas dinner, i had this:

not too bad right? :) I went back for a couple more bits of asparagus. But in general, i didnt overdo it. 
Also, I have my art blog going, and an Etsy profile now selling some fun stuff that im not setting aside for curators and art collectors.. Please let me know if youd like either link. Id love to share it with you all. (privately however.) 
Anyways, I truly wish i could go into more detail (I feel like im always saying that) but its 4 am, and i havent slept in what feels like days, and ive been starring at this computer screen since about 10pm, so im ready to pass out. goodnight ladies,
Ill make sure to catch up on your lives as soon as i can. 
Ive missed you all. 
xoxo 
JaneDoe