i wore my body bugg riding my horse today & it turns out i burn something like, 1200 calories an hour riding. :) i checked it right before and right after and i was prettttty stoked. happy days.

i wore my body bugg riding my horse today & it turns out i burn something like, 1200 calories an hour riding. :) i checked it right before and right after and i was prettttty stoked. happy days.

i wore my body bugg riding my horse today & it turns out i burn something like, 1200 calories an hour riding. :) i checked it right before and right after and i was prettttty stoked. happy days.

Sorry ladies, I know I havent posted in awhile. I promise i will. I am going through some good stuff and bad stuff- you know how it goes. When I get some time ill update you all. But I have a friend in town for the week, so its going to be hard to find some time. Forgive me? Im doing well though. Lost 4 lbs. but just ate some dinner, so we'll see how much I put back on. Ughh :/

in the meantime, check out some awesomeness!

Sorry ladies, I know I havent posted in awhile. I promise i will. I am going through some good stuff and bad stuff- you know how it goes. When I get some time ill update you all. But I have a friend in town for the week, so its going to be hard to find some time. Forgive me? Im doing well though. Lost 4 lbs. but just ate some dinner, so we'll see how much I put back on. Ughh :/

in the meantime, check out some awesomeness!

Sorry ladies, I know I havent posted in awhile. I promise i will. I am going through some good stuff and bad stuff- you know how it goes. When I get some time ill update you all. But I have a friend in town for the week, so its going to be hard to find some time. Forgive me? Im doing well though. Lost 4 lbs. but just ate some dinner, so we'll see how much I put back on. Ughh :/

in the meantime, check out some awesomeness!

Returned; with Love.

I dont deserve to be wear my red bracelets anymore. I feel like Ive failed so consistently laterly, that Im some sort of fraud. My moods towards all of this have been swinging like a pendulum. One one side, I need this, or it seems so. I cant let it go. Its ALWAYS in my head. and I am ALWAYS guilty for every calorie i eat, and each one i dont burn. Its torturous and painful. On the other hand, Ive been working out a lot and am really eager to be fit, toned and really healthy. And helping other people find their way to a healthy active life. Its contradicting though because I am not healthy, and how can I lead people to something unknown?Ill leave these thoughts for another time, my head is beginning to hurt.

On other news, boys.

boys. boys. hmmm.

boy A, use to like me and I ended that. awkward but were still like, best friends! Boy B, I was pretty close with a few years ago and am starting to hang out with a bit now. He also use to like me back then. I really missed him. Boy C, new friend. People think he likes me, and its crossed my mind several times but Im not too into t

his one. Boy D, had a fling about a year ago. Super cute- but not really interesting. Not to be totally insulting, but the other guys ive had in my life have always been super stimulating when it comes to our conversations and stuff. Boy E, pretty awesome all around, but deep down i just wasnt into it. Amazing guy, amazing conversations, etc. :/ Anyways, Ive been so busy with school I havent had time to even think about guys and now its summer! time for some fun right. its exciting and im looking forward to hopefully finding someone who sparks my interest. I admit I am probably way to picky, but im okay with that.

I just really want simple things, like someone to lean into and wra

p their arms around me. Keep me warm because im always cold. The exciting first weeks getting to know a new person, all the way to the roots of their childhood. Silence, staring into each others eyes, fighting the irresistible urge to grin. A forehead kiss. A brilliant mind to bounce ideas off of. A co pilot. I am so independent always, and I want all of this so badly right now. I know Ill probably change my mind once I can have it, but right now at this moment, I crave.

Returned; with Love.

I dont deserve to be wear my red bracelets anymore. I feel like Ive failed so consistently laterly, that Im some sort of fraud. My moods towards all of this have been swinging like a pendulum. One one side, I need this, or it seems so. I cant let it go. Its ALWAYS in my head. and I am ALWAYS guilty for every calorie i eat, and each one i dont burn. Its torturous and painful. On the other hand, Ive been working out a lot and am really eager to be fit, toned and really healthy. And helping other people find their way to a healthy active life. Its contradicting though because I am not healthy, and how can I lead people to something unknown?Ill leave these thoughts for another time, my head is beginning to hurt.

On other news, boys.

boys. boys. hmmm.

boy A, use to like me and I ended that. awkward but were still like, best friends! Boy B, I was pretty close with a few years ago and am starting to hang out with a bit now. He also use to like me back then. I really missed him. Boy C, new friend. People think he likes me, and its crossed my mind several times but Im not too into t

his one. Boy D, had a fling about a year ago. Super cute- but not really interesting. Not to be totally insulting, but the other guys ive had in my life have always been super stimulating when it comes to our conversations and stuff. Boy E, pretty awesome all around, but deep down i just wasnt into it. Amazing guy, amazing conversations, etc. :/ Anyways, Ive been so busy with school I havent had time to even think about guys and now its summer! time for some fun right. its exciting and im looking forward to hopefully finding someone who sparks my interest. I admit I am probably way to picky, but im okay with that.

I just really want simple things, like someone to lean into and wra

p their arms around me. Keep me warm because im always cold. The exciting first weeks getting to know a new person, all the way to the roots of their childhood. Silence, staring into each others eyes, fighting the irresistible urge to grin. A forehead kiss. A brilliant mind to bounce ideas off of. A co pilot. I am so independent always, and I want all of this so badly right now. I know Ill probably change my mind once I can have it, but right now at this moment, I crave.

Returned; with Love.

I dont deserve to be wear my red bracelets anymore. I feel like Ive failed so consistently laterly, that Im some sort of fraud. My moods towards all of this have been swinging like a pendulum. One one side, I need this, or it seems so. I cant let it go. Its ALWAYS in my head. and I am ALWAYS guilty for every calorie i eat, and each one i dont burn. Its torturous and painful. On the other hand, Ive been working out a lot and am really eager to be fit, toned and really healthy. And helping other people find their way to a healthy active life. Its contradicting though because I am not healthy, and how can I lead people to something unknown?Ill leave these thoughts for another time, my head is beginning to hurt.

On other news, boys.

boys. boys. hmmm.

boy A, use to like me and I ended that. awkward but were still like, best friends! Boy B, I was pretty close with a few years ago and am starting to hang out with a bit now. He also use to like me back then. I really missed him. Boy C, new friend. People think he likes me, and its crossed my mind several times but Im not too into t

his one. Boy D, had a fling about a year ago. Super cute- but not really interesting. Not to be totally insulting, but the other guys ive had in my life have always been super stimulating when it comes to our conversations and stuff. Boy E, pretty awesome all around, but deep down i just wasnt into it. Amazing guy, amazing conversations, etc. :/ Anyways, Ive been so busy with school I havent had time to even think about guys and now its summer! time for some fun right. its exciting and im looking forward to hopefully finding someone who sparks my interest. I admit I am probably way to picky, but im okay with that.

I just really want simple things, like someone to lean into and wra

p their arms around me. Keep me warm because im always cold. The exciting first weeks getting to know a new person, all the way to the roots of their childhood. Silence, staring into each others eyes, fighting the irresistible urge to grin. A forehead kiss. A brilliant mind to bounce ideas off of. A co pilot. I am so independent always, and I want all of this so badly right now. I know Ill probably change my mind once I can have it, but right now at this moment, I crave.

I could be doing so much better right now. I am embarrassed.

I could be doing so much better right now. I am embarrassed.

I could be doing so much better right now. I am embarrassed.

Im thinking about getting certified for being a personal trainer. Im looking into it now but if anyone has any information to help me out, Id LOVE your words.

Ill be back to chat & expand on life soon, life is so very busy right now. Ive been reading your blogs but intend to comment soon! promise. :)

xoxo

Im thinking about getting certified for being a personal trainer. Im looking into it now but if anyone has any information to help me out, Id LOVE your words.

Ill be back to chat & expand on life soon, life is so very busy right now. Ive been reading your blogs but intend to comment soon! promise. :)

xoxo

Im thinking about getting certified for being a personal trainer. Im looking into it now but if anyone has any information to help me out, Id LOVE your words.

Ill be back to chat & expand on life soon, life is so very busy right now. Ive been reading your blogs but intend to comment soon! promise. :)

xoxo

So after careful consideration, I have removed the ABC diet from my life at this moment. I have tried to hard to keep it up but I have been doing consistent work outs and riding my horse & I cant ride on an empty stomach, bc I will get dizzy and fall off the horse. no bueno. So, overall I have been keeping a good pace with intake/burn. Probably could be better, but nothing thats had me too upset. Just ordered some new work out clothes- VERY EXITED.

and I have spent hours tonight catching up on all the "Losing it Will Jillian" episodes on HULU. AMAAAAAZING! She is brilliant. She is my ultimate inspiration to get to the gym and work it out.

Anyways, its a brief update, i havent really had anything to say lately so ive been distant. I know, i apologize. dont hate me!! :}

xoxoxo stay beautiful ladies, keep up all the amazing work. be happy!

So after careful consideration, I have removed the ABC diet from my life at this moment. I have tried to hard to keep it up but I have been doing consistent work outs and riding my horse & I cant ride on an empty stomach, bc I will get dizzy and fall off the horse. no bueno. So, overall I have been keeping a good pace with intake/burn. Probably could be better, but nothing thats had me too upset. Just ordered some new work out clothes- VERY EXITED.

and I have spent hours tonight catching up on all the "Losing it Will Jillian" episodes on HULU. AMAAAAAZING! She is brilliant. She is my ultimate inspiration to get to the gym and work it out.

Anyways, its a brief update, i havent really had anything to say lately so ive been distant. I know, i apologize. dont hate me!! :}

xoxoxo stay beautiful ladies, keep up all the amazing work. be happy!

So after careful consideration, I have removed the ABC diet from my life at this moment. I have tried to hard to keep it up but I have been doing consistent work outs and riding my horse & I cant ride on an empty stomach, bc I will get dizzy and fall off the horse. no bueno. So, overall I have been keeping a good pace with intake/burn. Probably could be better, but nothing thats had me too upset. Just ordered some new work out clothes- VERY EXITED.

and I have spent hours tonight catching up on all the "Losing it Will Jillian" episodes on HULU. AMAAAAAZING! She is brilliant. She is my ultimate inspiration to get to the gym and work it out.

Anyways, its a brief update, i havent really had anything to say lately so ive been distant. I know, i apologize. dont hate me!! :}

xoxoxo stay beautiful ladies, keep up all the amazing work. be happy!