Sunday, May 30, 2010


Hey Ladies,
Currently watching New York, I love You (trailer) based on: Paris, Je T'aime (trailer). The French version was amazing so im holding my breath, hopefully this one wont be an embarrassment. The reviews have been ok, nothing special. So many talented actors and directors- but apparently nothing more than "a guilty pleasure."
Anyways, Today i managed to get by with only a spo
onful of fruit in the morning, a nectarine in the evening, and a small bit of frozen yogurt. i definitely could have gone without the y
ogurt but at that point my friend began to notice the small to zero portions.
At the beach people were eating nonstop!! then after we went to someones house and they were eating macaroni salad, wheat thins covered in that canned easy cheese, and beef jerky, peanuts, chicken, etc etc. nonstop. Im so glad I have my vegan/vegetarian-ism to rely on!
Also at the very end of the day the best walking thinspo showed up right next to our spot.
It was the best motivation. Plus the encouragement of my buddy. :)
I dont know what is planned for tomorrow but hop
efully more distractions.
Im eager to step on the scale, wrap the tape measure around my body, and live on lovely liquids.
I havent had time to check up on all of you guys, but I hope you are all doing well! Id love to hear how you guys are doing! Lemme know & ill drop off some motivation, or praise. :) ha
Otherwise, Stay strong & beautiful!!


Hey Ladies,
Currently watching New York, I love You (trailer) based on: Paris, Je T'aime (trailer). The French version was amazing so im holding my breath, hopefully this one wont be an embarrassment. The reviews have been ok, nothing special. So many talented actors and directors- but apparently nothing more than "a guilty pleasure."
Anyways, Today i managed to get by with only a spo
onful of fruit in the morning, a nectarine in the evening, and a small bit of frozen yogurt. i definitely could have gone without the y
ogurt but at that point my friend began to notice the small to zero portions.
At the beach people were eating nonstop!! then after we went to someones house and they were eating macaroni salad, wheat thins covered in that canned easy cheese, and beef jerky, peanuts, chicken, etc etc. nonstop. Im so glad I have my vegan/vegetarian-ism to rely on!
Also at the very end of the day the best walking thinspo showed up right next to our spot.
It was the best motivation. Plus the encouragement of my buddy. :)
I dont know what is planned for tomorrow but hop
efully more distractions.
Im eager to step on the scale, wrap the tape measure around my body, and live on lovely liquids.
I havent had time to check up on all of you guys, but I hope you are all doing well! Id love to hear how you guys are doing! Lemme know & ill drop off some motivation, or praise. :) ha
Otherwise, Stay strong & beautiful!!


Hey Ladies,
Currently watching New York, I love You (trailer) based on: Paris, Je T'aime (trailer). The French version was amazing so im holding my breath, hopefully this one wont be an embarrassment. The reviews have been ok, nothing special. So many talented actors and directors- but apparently nothing more than "a guilty pleasure."
Anyways, Today i managed to get by with only a spo
onful of fruit in the morning, a nectarine in the evening, and a small bit of frozen yogurt. i definitely could have gone without the y
ogurt but at that point my friend began to notice the small to zero portions.
At the beach people were eating nonstop!! then after we went to someones house and they were eating macaroni salad, wheat thins covered in that canned easy cheese, and beef jerky, peanuts, chicken, etc etc. nonstop. Im so glad I have my vegan/vegetarian-ism to rely on!
Also at the very end of the day the best walking thinspo showed up right next to our spot.
It was the best motivation. Plus the encouragement of my buddy. :)
I dont know what is planned for tomorrow but hop
efully more distractions.
Im eager to step on the scale, wrap the tape measure around my body, and live on lovely liquids.
I havent had time to check up on all of you guys, but I hope you are all doing well! Id love to hear how you guys are doing! Lemme know & ill drop off some motivation, or praise. :) ha
Otherwise, Stay strong & beautiful!!

Barely Surviving

just watched Food Inc. again. Trust me- whenever you feel hungry, just reach for that DVD ladies. Thatll work better than almost anything!
So im at my friends parents house for the weekend. Feaking out about having to actually eat! :O
My aaaamazing ana buddy got me feeling better about it and I think ill be able to handle it.
Today: 1 smoothie, a handful of chips, and 3 bites of a vegetarian tostada. Not too bad right?? for having suspicious eyes all over me?
Im scared though, tomorrow were going to the lake... bbq's / swimsuits/ fattiness!!
I just want to be engulfed in a big sweatshirt and hide. Im not ready to reveal my body yet. Its not ready.
Well just checkin in while I can.
Wish me luck tomorrow ladies.
Believe me, no food will be entering my body while im in a swimsuit- thats a guarantee!
Stay strong&beautiful




Barely Surviving

just watched Food Inc. again. Trust me- whenever you feel hungry, just reach for that DVD ladies. Thatll work better than almost anything!
So im at my friends parents house for the weekend. Feaking out about having to actually eat! :O
My aaaamazing ana buddy got me feeling better about it and I think ill be able to handle it.
Today: 1 smoothie, a handful of chips, and 3 bites of a vegetarian tostada. Not too bad right?? for having suspicious eyes all over me?
Im scared though, tomorrow were going to the lake... bbq's / swimsuits/ fattiness!!
I just want to be engulfed in a big sweatshirt and hide. Im not ready to reveal my body yet. Its not ready.
Well just checkin in while I can.
Wish me luck tomorrow ladies.
Believe me, no food will be entering my body while im in a swimsuit- thats a guarantee!
Stay strong&beautiful




Barely Surviving

just watched Food Inc. again. Trust me- whenever you feel hungry, just reach for that DVD ladies. Thatll work better than almost anything!
So im at my friends parents house for the weekend. Feaking out about having to actually eat! :O
My aaaamazing ana buddy got me feeling better about it and I think ill be able to handle it.
Today: 1 smoothie, a handful of chips, and 3 bites of a vegetarian tostada. Not too bad right?? for having suspicious eyes all over me?
Im scared though, tomorrow were going to the lake... bbq's / swimsuits/ fattiness!!
I just want to be engulfed in a big sweatshirt and hide. Im not ready to reveal my body yet. Its not ready.
Well just checkin in while I can.
Wish me luck tomorrow ladies.
Believe me, no food will be entering my body while im in a swimsuit- thats a guarantee!
Stay strong&beautiful




Saturday, May 29, 2010

THINSPO ON THE GO! Pocket Book

Im making a small handbook for "Thinspo on the Go!"
When im out and about and feeling weak, and temptation of delicious food finds it way in my mind to boost my craving switch- I can pull out this pocket book, and realize why I dont need to eat.
Ive put all the images together on the page, ready to print and cut out and paste in the book! :
















THINSPO ON THE GO! Pocket Book

Im making a small handbook for "Thinspo on the Go!"
When im out and about and feeling weak, and temptation of delicious food finds it way in my mind to boost my craving switch- I can pull out this pocket book, and realize why I dont need to eat.
Ive put all the images together on the page, ready to print and cut out and paste in the book! :
















THINSPO ON THE GO! Pocket Book

Im making a small handbook for "Thinspo on the Go!"
When im out and about and feeling weak, and temptation of delicious food finds it way in my mind to boost my craving switch- I can pull out this pocket book, and realize why I dont need to eat.
Ive put all the images together on the page, ready to print and cut out and paste in the book! :