Just got back from BLACK SWAN.... 
omg it was SO brilliant. I demand you all see it. Every single aspect of it was absolutely amazing. & natalie portman had such an intense training for the part: six days a week (5 to 8 hours a day) with Mary Helen Bowers, a former professional ballerina in New York City and founder of Ballet Beautiful. & her body definitely shows it! So skinny skinny skinny & her muscles are so incredible!! You can see, clearly, every single itty bitty muscle in her back and arms- so well defined. It makes me want to take up ballet. I couldnt find any good picture that can show it, but heres the ones i could grab offline quickly. 
Go see it though. fo realz. 

Just got back from BLACK SWAN.... 
omg it was SO brilliant. I demand you all see it. Every single aspect of it was absolutely amazing. & natalie portman had such an intense training for the part: six days a week (5 to 8 hours a day) with Mary Helen Bowers, a former professional ballerina in New York City and founder of Ballet Beautiful. & her body definitely shows it! So skinny skinny skinny & her muscles are so incredible!! You can see, clearly, every single itty bitty muscle in her back and arms- so well defined. It makes me want to take up ballet. I couldnt find any good picture that can show it, but heres the ones i could grab offline quickly. 
Go see it though. fo realz. 

Just got back from BLACK SWAN.... 
omg it was SO brilliant. I demand you all see it. Every single aspect of it was absolutely amazing. & natalie portman had such an intense training for the part: six days a week (5 to 8 hours a day) with Mary Helen Bowers, a former professional ballerina in New York City and founder of Ballet Beautiful. & her body definitely shows it! So skinny skinny skinny & her muscles are so incredible!! You can see, clearly, every single itty bitty muscle in her back and arms- so well defined. It makes me want to take up ballet. I couldnt find any good picture that can show it, but heres the ones i could grab offline quickly. 
Go see it though. fo realz. 

Sorry ive been gone for awhile... I have been doing finals and making trips back home n stuff. busy busy. but things are well, in almost all aspects of my life (except my weight!...fail). Im getting back on track right now though! ... liquid fast today, tomorrow, and wednesday! Gotta make changes to get what i want!

Sorry ive been gone for awhile... I have been doing finals and making trips back home n stuff. busy busy. but things are well, in almost all aspects of my life (except my weight!...fail). Im getting back on track right now though! ... liquid fast today, tomorrow, and wednesday! Gotta make changes to get what i want!

Sorry ive been gone for awhile... I have been doing finals and making trips back home n stuff. busy busy. but things are well, in almost all aspects of my life (except my weight!...fail). Im getting back on track right now though! ... liquid fast today, tomorrow, and wednesday! Gotta make changes to get what i want!

Fantastical

We live so controlled. So blinded to individual thought and isolated from the fantastical. Logic and reason have become a terminal diagnosis. We idolize childhood because that’s when we couldn’t succumb to (mass thought). With age, imagination weakens. It’s something familiar, but too far to grasp. Our thoughts become brittle with our aging bones. And all of our worlds exist on a frequency we cant see anymore. Some of us can still return, some of us never left. However, usually a label of insanity becomes attached if we don’t forget. Why do we set limitations on our own existence?  
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p.s. I signed up for the Big Sister program. I think, besides my "bad eating habits" I would be an amazing role model.. Esp being an artist, introducing my 'little sister' to art or my horse or whatever else would be perfect, great forms of expression & outlets. Anyways, im excited about it. 
P.P.S. boys are stupid. the guy i like, well we havent been talking much. so i dont know whats going on?