I had been sleeping in till around 12-4 pm. but staying up till 3-7 am.
today i had to wake up at 7 to get ready and drive my cousin down to long beach for work.
So i stayed up and did something productive.
its going to be so weird this week, for the last two months we've been falling asleep together-not sleeping together haha, bc he use to be married (marriage while in a deep addiction is not the best idea) so he's used to sleeping next to people, and hates sleeping alone now. so now ive gotten use to sleeping next to somebody. anyways, its nothing sexual or weird or incest.
so now hes at work for a week, and itll be the first night sleeping alone. haha its contagious!
Intake:
1 sl toast
1 cookie
Burned:
liiiiike 700 calories at the gym doing personal training.
i hadnt gone to training since before finals and have totally felt it and saw it. glad to be back!
going to chew & spit a mini pizza right now, pizza and sandwiches are good foods to spit, they clump together well so any bits rarely slip down your throat.
then tonight im going to a talk w a friend put on by the people who make Spongebob and theyre going to talk about the show, which is awesome!
and then to burbank to hang out w another friend.
busy day, but itll keep me distracted..
ive been watching Freaks & Geeks, Sons of Anarchy and a lot of movies based on psychiatric wards in the 60's & 70's and im totally obsessed with that style. the attitude. the clothing. the people...
anyways,
im going to cancel my therapy appointment this week, I want to shock my therapist and prove that im not eating, i dont think shes taking me too seriously lately, and honestly i dont blame her. ill go days without food, and then slip up, and itll ruin all my results, so it seems like im all talk. im my head im really sick, but to the eye im just a normal average thin girl. gggggreat.
well, im off to read your blogs.
xoxo
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