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a few minutes ago, the boy i like just told me he is officially on a break from his 3 year relationship. Hes obviously got a lot of emotions about everything, both excited and regretful im sure. proceed with caution.. im seeing him this weekend probably, but I feel like i need to be his friend and confidant more than anything at this point til he is ready to take on new 'love interests'. The transition time will take awhile i think. or at least i want it to. he cant rush into another girl bc that will just be a hook up n stuff. i know the rules of relationships and sex. anyways, im super excited but also really nervous.

Today:

Intake: 1/2 pasta w veggies & small cup ice cream (i hadnt had

this ice cream, my favorite, for years! since my trip to london. i had to.... i threw it away with some left though!)

&4 diet pills.

Tomorrow i will aim for nothing but at the most, a small lunch (i have a lunch date. ima try to avoid it, but if i have to... itll be almost nothing. PLUS A WORK OUT!)

i look forward to the next fast. i need one. esp before i see my boy this weekend. im sure he doesnt want to be with a whale!

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a few minutes ago, the boy i like just told me he is officially on a break from his 3 year relationship. Hes obviously got a lot of emotions about everything, both excited and regretful im sure. proceed with caution.. im seeing him this weekend probably, but I feel like i need to be his friend and confidant more than anything at this point til he is ready to take on new 'love interests'. The transition time will take awhile i think. or at least i want it to. he cant rush into another girl bc that will just be a hook up n stuff. i know the rules of relationships and sex. anyways, im super excited but also really nervous.

Today:

Intake: 1/2 pasta w veggies & small cup ice cream (i hadnt had

this ice cream, my favorite, for years! since my trip to london. i had to.... i threw it away with some left though!)

&4 diet pills.

Tomorrow i will aim for nothing but at the most, a small lunch (i have a lunch date. ima try to avoid it, but if i have to... itll be almost nothing. PLUS A WORK OUT!)

i look forward to the next fast. i need one. esp before i see my boy this weekend. im sure he doesnt want to be with a whale!

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a few minutes ago, the boy i like just told me he is officially on a break from his 3 year relationship. Hes obviously got a lot of emotions about everything, both excited and regretful im sure. proceed with caution.. im seeing him this weekend probably, but I feel like i need to be his friend and confidant more than anything at this point til he is ready to take on new 'love interests'. The transition time will take awhile i think. or at least i want it to. he cant rush into another girl bc that will just be a hook up n stuff. i know the rules of relationships and sex. anyways, im super excited but also really nervous.

Today:

Intake: 1/2 pasta w veggies & small cup ice cream (i hadnt had

this ice cream, my favorite, for years! since my trip to london. i had to.... i threw it away with some left though!)

&4 diet pills.

Tomorrow i will aim for nothing but at the most, a small lunch (i have a lunch date. ima try to avoid it, but if i have to... itll be almost nothing. PLUS A WORK OUT!)

i look forward to the next fast. i need one. esp before i see my boy this weekend. im sure he doesnt want to be with a whale!

Intake: 1 cup of lettuce w veggies (1 cheese-and-cracker plate full) w 2-3 tablespoons of ranch.

Burned: walking through the city. plus 4 diet pills.

The little lettuce w 4 diet pills made me super shaky, and really really cold. trembling. but im feeling good now. I already feel a little lighter. which i havent felt in a long time. I said no to french fries, and pasta, and shakes, and all sorts of crap today. It was a success. I could have done without the ranch, but hey, im sure my burned calories are far past my consumed. So its cool.

Well, I have been up about 4 days straight. I keep trying to sleep but I get a total of 20 minutes before im wide awake again. Sucks-city! oh well. I deal.

Intake: 1 cup of lettuce w veggies (1 cheese-and-cracker plate full) w 2-3 tablespoons of ranch.

Burned: walking through the city. plus 4 diet pills.

The little lettuce w 4 diet pills made me super shaky, and really really cold. trembling. but im feeling good now. I already feel a little lighter. which i havent felt in a long time. I said no to french fries, and pasta, and shakes, and all sorts of crap today. It was a success. I could have done without the ranch, but hey, im sure my burned calories are far past my consumed. So its cool.

Well, I have been up about 4 days straight. I keep trying to sleep but I get a total of 20 minutes before im wide awake again. Sucks-city! oh well. I deal.

Intake: 1 cup of lettuce w veggies (1 cheese-and-cracker plate full) w 2-3 tablespoons of ranch.

Burned: walking through the city. plus 4 diet pills.

The little lettuce w 4 diet pills made me super shaky, and really really cold. trembling. but im feeling good now. I already feel a little lighter. which i havent felt in a long time. I said no to french fries, and pasta, and shakes, and all sorts of crap today. It was a success. I could have done without the ranch, but hey, im sure my burned calories are far past my consumed. So its cool.

Well, I have been up about 4 days straight. I keep trying to sleep but I get a total of 20 minutes before im wide awake again. Sucks-city! oh well. I deal.

I want to be..... cold

More thinspo based on my longing for winter days. . .