Monday, October 4, 2010
breakfast: 1 donut at the airpot and 4 diet pills
Lunch: 1 sl pizza
dinner: 1 cup pasta & 1 cup ice cream
Im about to take another 2-4 diet pills now...
I feel like total shit, and seriously? wtf. do i have absolutely no self control.
Yeah i felt like death, and super shaky, and all the side effects whatever, but all of those are the most dangerous foods and i combined them all into one day.
Tomorrow is definitely going to be a liquid fast, lasting who knows how long- but this is NOT okay! Im seeing boy this weekend too. what the hell am i doing...
no food. running like crazy. and living on diet pills this week.
dont judge me. it was temporary insanity and im going to make up for that!
thank you.
-fatass!
breakfast: 1 donut at the airpot and 4 diet pills
Lunch: 1 sl pizza
dinner: 1 cup pasta & 1 cup ice cream
Im about to take another 2-4 diet pills now...
I feel like total shit, and seriously? wtf. do i have absolutely no self control.
Yeah i felt like death, and super shaky, and all the side effects whatever, but all of those are the most dangerous foods and i combined them all into one day.
Tomorrow is definitely going to be a liquid fast, lasting who knows how long- but this is NOT okay! Im seeing boy this weekend too. what the hell am i doing...
no food. running like crazy. and living on diet pills this week.
dont judge me. it was temporary insanity and im going to make up for that!
thank you.
-fatass!
breakfast: 1 donut at the airpot and 4 diet pills
Lunch: 1 sl pizza
dinner: 1 cup pasta & 1 cup ice cream
Im about to take another 2-4 diet pills now...
I feel like total shit, and seriously? wtf. do i have absolutely no self control.
Yeah i felt like death, and super shaky, and all the side effects whatever, but all of those are the most dangerous foods and i combined them all into one day.
Tomorrow is definitely going to be a liquid fast, lasting who knows how long- but this is NOT okay! Im seeing boy this weekend too. what the hell am i doing...
no food. running like crazy. and living on diet pills this week.
dont judge me. it was temporary insanity and im going to make up for that!
thank you.
-fatass!
Saturday, October 2, 2010
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a few minutes ago, the boy i like just told me he is officially on a break from his 3 year relationship. Hes obviously got a lot of emotions about everything, both excited and regretful im sure. proceed with caution.. im seeing him this weekend probably, but I feel like i need to be his friend and confidant more than anything at this point til he is ready to take on new 'love interests'. The transition time will take awhile i think. or at least i want it to. he cant rush into another girl bc that will just be a hook up n stuff. i know the rules of relationships and sex. anyways, im super excited but also really nervous.Today:
Intake: 1/2 pasta w veggies & small cup ice cream (i hadnt had
this ice cream, my favorite, for years! since my trip to london. i had to.... i threw it away with some left though!)
&4 diet pills.
Tomorrow i will aim for nothing but at the most, a small lunch (i have a lunch date. ima try to avoid it, but if i have to... itll be almost nothing. PLUS A WORK OUT!)
i look forward to the next fast. i need one. esp before i see my boy this weekend. im sure he doesnt want to be with a whale!
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