Monday, October 4, 2010


Today was the biggest failure of my life. ready for painful honesty. please dont hate me......
breakfast: 1 donut at the airpot and 4 diet pills
Lunch: 1 sl pizza
dinner: 1 cup pasta & 1 cup ice cream
Im about to take another 2-4 diet pills now...
I feel like total shit, and seriously? wtf. do i have absolutely no self control.
Yeah i felt like death, and super shaky, and all the side effects whatever, but all of those are the most dangerous foods and i combined them all into one day.
Tomorrow is definitely going to be a liquid fast, lasting who knows how long- but this is NOT okay! Im seeing boy this weekend too. what the hell am i doing...
no food. running like crazy. and living on diet pills this week.
dont judge me. it was temporary insanity and im going to make up for that!
thank you.
-fatass!


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