Kwick pohst :]

Intake so far: 0 nuffin!
Im planning on having a little something later but nothing big. 100-180 cals, maybe. But who knows. Today could turn into a fast day. It's been awhile since one of those.
Still blogging from my phone cause I'm outta state w/o my computer, so I have to do quick entries.
Xoxo ladies.

Today's intake:
1/2 turkey sand.
& 100 cal bag of chips

G'evening ladies...
Out of state for a few days, but doing well.
Yesterdays intake: 1/4 cup spaghetti & a roll.
Today's intake: 3 chips. 1 Bite size candy.

I've been feeling dizzy, can't focus (eyes... Or mind), blue nails, freezing, bruising easily, all these symptoms are coming back & I'm so excited. It means I'm actually on track & doing what im suppose to be. I can feel myself getting lighter, but the fat still hides away, tucked into those corners of our bodies, & I'm on a witch hunt for them!
Check in on you all soon.
Xoxo

Sorrow Found me when i was young....

todays intake:

1/2 sandwich (1 egg overeasy, lettuce, onion, mustard) 

&&&& IM GOING TO SEE ___THE NATIONAL__ TONIGHT AT THE HOLLYWOOD BOWL! ah im soooooOOoOooooo excited! 

Breakfast & lunch :]

yesterday's intake: 20 tortilla chips & burned calories riding horses. & took 2 diet pills & 6 laxatives.

Stay strong lovelies ! Xoxo

Today's intake:

ricecake w a little peanut butter : 35+30 =65
Personal training = -700
chewy bar= 90 cal
pilates= -150
beef jerky= 80

Net total: -615

not too shabby eh.

Im counting the ABC at midnight.
and usually its the point where you fall asleep and then wake up.
but i cant count that last night, because then i would have definitely messed up on day 1 and how embarrassing would that be...
my friend called me to come over last night and she made us these amazing little burgers & wine and then we watched Misfits and ate sweets & drank Hornsby spiced cider beer.
very very bad. all of that was way too much calories
but split into the two days, i think im safe.
Anyways, I just had a rice caked with a little itty bitty bit of peanut butter on it for protein, going to go work out w my personal trainer right now who runs me into the ground. thatll work off a lot of it. we burn like 700-800 calories usually. and thats it for the day. only 0 cal liquids after.
what bums me out, is when i ate last night, i wasnt even hungry, i was doing it to be a good friend and fit it and have a good girls night for her n what not. and those are the times that kill me. bc i could have control, but i choose not to for the sake of someone else. ugh. whatever.
off to the gym,
xoxo