STICKS & BONES

I feel like ive sort of gotten out of the loop on this since i changed blogs...
93 followers to 8
I use to read everyones blog daily and get so inspired, and now its something i have to remember to do
I dont know whats changed, but im trying to really appreciate this place more, and dont take it for granted basically.
Ive been working out, not as much as i should be- otherwise i wouldnt be on here complaining...
ive been eating minimal, but i have slip ups, unfortunately.
the boy i like is still dating the same bitch (im not bitter, well i guess i am, but she really is a bitch. he thinks so too but for some reason refuses to leave her even though hes unhappy... lame-o the clown!)
My cousin is still staying w me, he might move in permanently, and my roommie might be moving to PA to design clothes for Free People. exciting and super depressing.
Working on new art projects and trying to start life after college on a good note.
therapy goes up and down, the other day she started brining up dated, guys, sex, etc. and i didnt want to talk about that- it got really annoying, we ended up on this very awkward topic of her telling me that i should go home and touch myself or something (bc im too picky when it comes to guys, and always end up trying to go for the guys that are almost impossible to get... i love the challenge, and sometimes it works, but currently i like a guy in a relationship 7 hours away, and a guy who i barely know and talk to). Anyways, the therapy session got way awkward after that, im not here to discuss that, i want to stick to the main points! now im dreading the next session, im crossing my fingers she forgot- but therapists seem to remember every stupid detail about anything so i highly doubt it. maybe ill cancel this week, after two weeks im sure i can come up with enough drama about other stuff to fill 50 minutes.
today i went on a lunch date w a friend of a friend, bad idea. he was cool the first time i hung out w him, but i must have been out of it. he was a total bro/surfer/stoner kid. Super rad person, but so not my dating type. so, fail.  The guy w the gf text me today saying he doesnt like me dating. he thinks im wonderful and misses me. yup. that doesnt help me out at all besides driving me crazier!
anyways, im going to hopefully work out tonight, and get some work done.
hope you ladies are all well.
ill be on here much more often i hope.
xoxo
stay strong!