STICKS & BONES

Im counting the ABC at midnight.
and usually its the point where you fall asleep and then wake up.
but i cant count that last night, because then i would have definitely messed up on day 1 and how embarrassing would that be...
my friend called me to come over last night and she made us these amazing little burgers & wine and then we watched Misfits and ate sweets & drank Hornsby spiced cider beer.
very very bad. all of that was way too much calories
but split into the two days, i think im safe.
Anyways, I just had a rice caked with a little itty bitty bit of peanut butter on it for protein, going to go work out w my personal trainer right now who runs me into the ground. thatll work off a lot of it. we burn like 700-800 calories usually. and thats it for the day. only 0 cal liquids after.
what bums me out, is when i ate last night, i wasnt even hungry, i was doing it to be a good friend and fit it and have a good girls night for her n what not. and those are the times that kill me. bc i could have control, but i choose not to for the sake of someone else. ugh. whatever.
off to the gym,
xoxo