so the boy text me this morning sayin he had the worst dream....
he explained that in his dream: i slept with someone else and he walked in on it and him and i were officially going out so he was really mad and upset and i didnt care, i wouldnt touch him and i was purposely huggin on all these other guys in front of him and stuff, and he got really sad....
i thought this was adorable. im probably in that stupid smitten-everythings cute- kinda mindset, but i dont care. we talked about how we miss each other and he should have made me come with him out of town.. another 8 days till hes back. and im going crazy.
This thing is super new, and its a really really weird situation- that i honestly cant get into because you will all judge me like crazy and probably stop following me, but anyways. im smitten, i miss him, we spend literally every second together so its hard to be apart.
but after such a long bad-guy-who-leads-me-one-but-wont-break-up-with-his-gf situation, its really nice to be around someone who cares ya know..
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But think about how AMAZING it will be when he gets back :) When I went out of town for a month, it was amazing to come home to flowers and a sweet heart of a boy in my apartment. You should enjoy every minute of the "everythings-cute-mindset" You only get the puppy love feeling for so long right :)
ReplyDelete(PS. I can only speak for myself here, but I'm fairly certain nobody here would judge you... just sayin') :)
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