1. ended job at the gallery
2. graduated college and trying to "make it" as an artist
3. got a puppy (who has begun his humping phase as of 8:00 pm today)
4. both my roommates are moving out. But my first roommate is moving back in with me, but has to find a job in fashion to pay for rent. :/
5. sending out my work to art magazines, competitions, galleries, museums, artists etc.
6. waiting to start assisting for the photographer in Venice, CA.
.... it just feels all so overwhelming and i feel incredibly alone for some reason. friends moving out, friends moving away after school, graduation, the feeling of needing to support myself now and be an actual adult, the boy i like going to school (berkeley instead of coming to LA).. i just feel this intense distance all around me.
I just want to move home and be 8 years old again!!
I think I need to re-decorate my home. I want my place to look like this:
shabby-chic/cabin-tipi-like. I really like the avant-garde architecture of crazy design and wood/cement/glass combo, and just radness. but not right now. I feel like thats a very "now" trend, and it wont be so timeless. and neither is shabby chic/cabin/tipi but i think thats just what i need right now. retreat. cozy. removed. whatever.
Food, sucks right now. Ive been eating too much with all these changes. but im ready to change my body now too. Gain at least SOME CONTROl BACK!
*sigh*
love you all. so happy were here for each other :}
