Today's intake:
1/2 turkey sand.
& 100 cal bag of chips

G'evening ladies...
Out of state for a few days, but doing well.
Yesterdays intake: 1/4 cup spaghetti & a roll.
Today's intake: 3 chips. 1 Bite size candy.

I've been feeling dizzy, can't focus (eyes... Or mind), blue nails, freezing, bruising easily, all these symptoms are coming back & I'm so excited. It means I'm actually on track & doing what im suppose to be. I can feel myself getting lighter, but the fat still hides away, tucked into those corners of our bodies, & I'm on a witch hunt for them!
Check in on you all soon.
Xoxo

Sorrow Found me when i was young....

todays intake:

1/2 sandwich (1 egg overeasy, lettuce, onion, mustard) 

&&&& IM GOING TO SEE ___THE NATIONAL__ TONIGHT AT THE HOLLYWOOD BOWL! ah im soooooOOoOooooo excited! 

Breakfast & lunch :]

yesterday's intake: 20 tortilla chips & burned calories riding horses. & took 2 diet pills & 6 laxatives.

Stay strong lovelies ! Xoxo

Today's intake:

ricecake w a little peanut butter : 35+30 =65
Personal training = -700
chewy bar= 90 cal
pilates= -150
beef jerky= 80

Net total: -615

not too shabby eh.

Im counting the ABC at midnight.
and usually its the point where you fall asleep and then wake up.
but i cant count that last night, because then i would have definitely messed up on day 1 and how embarrassing would that be...
my friend called me to come over last night and she made us these amazing little burgers & wine and then we watched Misfits and ate sweets & drank Hornsby spiced cider beer.
very very bad. all of that was way too much calories
but split into the two days, i think im safe.
Anyways, I just had a rice caked with a little itty bitty bit of peanut butter on it for protein, going to go work out w my personal trainer right now who runs me into the ground. thatll work off a lot of it. we burn like 700-800 calories usually. and thats it for the day. only 0 cal liquids after.
what bums me out, is when i ate last night, i wasnt even hungry, i was doing it to be a good friend and fit it and have a good girls night for her n what not. and those are the times that kill me. bc i could have control, but i choose not to for the sake of someone else. ugh. whatever.
off to the gym,
xoxo

Blame it on bad luck

get ready for an explosion of thinspo!

ps. Im starting the ABC diet again.. i know it has a very very low success rate of people actually finishing, but might as well keep trying!
Monday, day 1: 500.
Ive had a taco (and thats all i planned on eating) so i have room for a drink or so late.
1 taco = approx 300

Lets go!!

Please join me in the ABC diet. Especially if you need some structure... we'll be obesity together :D