I told the boy tonight that I couldnt be someone to just satisfy primitive urges... I feel shitty and know I have to hold strong. I just hope he realizes that he really wants me, but i know i shouldnt hold my breath. :/
Im feeling awful right now though. I just want to be with him so badly, but i need it to be right.
Hopefully the lack of food will be deprive enough oxygen from my head to distract me. :p
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