Todays intake:
1/2 whole wheat wrap w scrambled egg, onion & bell pepper & spinach
1 mini taco w chicken
1 string cheese
I was very unhappy i had to go to brunch this morning. i mean i enjoyed the company i was with. parents and close family friends/ fellow artists. but still.. I never eat breakfast and whenever i do, it spurs all sorts of ridiculous "im hungry" feelings throughout the day. But it could have been worse. I walked up to the fridge about 10 times today probably, and left only with the string cheese once... and then the taco for dinner.
I plan to go on a run tomorrow.. along with some work. Finally graduated, its about time i get started on some new projects finally!
Anyone want to be part of my anonymous pen pal project that i will be turning into a book? haha
Im exhausted & dont have much to say.
But i am re-watching Dexter season 4 until 5 arrives, and 6 airs... and Deb is amazingly thin and toned. I am so jealous... And that kept me from grabbing any food from the fridge today. So I need to keep my minty gum on me at all times and surround myself with that motivation almost every 10 minutes and maybe i can fast again.
I have become so embarrassingly weak about this... I use to fasts for days and days! A week with no food and I was good. Now if i go till dinner im ready to give in, thinking i did well and can reward myself with something small. What am i thinking?! But im changing that around slowly. Decreasing intake, and eventually fasts.. and back to calorie deficits at the end of every day.
we'll all get to a point where we can be happy..
Dexter is so good! And anyways, it is OK to cut calories instead of fast if that is what your body is demanding.
ReplyDeletesorry that u had to go to brunch i cant fast nemore either i cant even make it a day it sucks
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