I miss last year. I feel like im fighting to keep away from food. Its more of a struggle right now. Clinging onto what i remember. Last year it was this feeling, this empty, lonely, but amazing feeling. I want that back so badly. I picture those days: it was winter so there was a heavy fog, and sometimes rain. Cold weather, enhanced my shivers and shakes. Business grows towards the end of the semester, no time for food. Ill grab a tea or some broth soup to keep me warm, and full for the day. It was dark, externally and in. A coldness and a warmth, existing together. Personal daily success. I am clawing through my mind and emotions trying to find and resurface those feelings. I need that back. So, ill continue til i reach resolution.
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