I remember in high school, a group of girls bending over, grabbing belly fat and seeing how much each person has in their hands. There was this one girl, who bent over, and couldnt even grab skin! We all hated her. Its those kinda girls, and the modeling agent who constantly told me i needed to lose more weight that got me started with this... Its out of their hands now, and i am self propelled.
Intake:
2 packets of apple cider. 140 cals
another salad like yesterdays 200 cal
Amys spinach hot pocket 150 cal
Total: 490
+ 4 diet pills.
Not good enough if i wanna lose this weight.
Tomorrow I am only allowed:
1 cider packet & 1 zucchini.
deal.
Ive been watching What's Eating You & Thin & all sorts of ed entertainment to keep me focused. It makes me feel fat and lazy, and unfocused. but ill get there.
im downloading on itunes Jillian Michaels 30 day shred for $8.-
:) shower time, then a light workout before bed.
(i want her fragile frame so effing badly!!!!!)
lovely thinspo :)
ReplyDeleteand great intake too! i loved thin. i'll start searching for this 'what's eating you' as well - i feel like some good motivation!
stay strong xx